Really I’d like to go out and thank all the haters! I really despise using that word but as of  lately I’ve been realizing I actually do have a lot of  haters. I must be doing something right…cuz in the words of Kat Williams…

Ladies if you have 14 women hating on you, you need to figure out how the fuck to get to 16 before the summer gets here.The fuck is you mad about?

Lol I guess I better hurry up because spring will come and go! I just wanna address the fact that certain females follow me around online and are so concerned with what I’m doing offline, that they dig around looking for answers. I’m sorry but why would you waste your time and energy on someone who you claim is clearly not worth it? Posting anonymous on gossip forums, creating drama, making fake myspace pages and really just flat out going out of your way to down me. When supposedly I’m not worth anything. Just one question… What does that say about YOU? I’m sorry but no female I dislike is really going to have me going out of my way and using valuable time on them especially to spread hate. I couldn’t possibley devote that much energy or time to someone who clearly isn’t worth it. So why do you? It has to be jealousy. You view me a certain way, you hold me in a higher regard then you should, because if you felt I was that damn low there would be no reason at all for you to be trying to knock me down. It’s quite pathetic some of you females follow me online, add yourself to my friendslist, pretend to like me all so you can turn around and go post something on a gossip blog or “pretend” like you know my life story. I don’t have time for the fake shit so I really wonder why you do?

Everybody seems to be concerned with the fact I’m having a child and who the father is. Excuse me for not wanting to broadcast my personal business along with others so some stupid ass online females can go around digging for dirt or putting their 2 cents in like at the end of the day it even really matters. To be honest you should be so busy living your life that you dont have the time to be concerned with what other people are doing with theirs. The mere simple fact that you have the time to be concerned with me says a lot about you and I really hope you get the clue and stop putting your fat ass nose where it doesn’t belong.

This entire experience as of lately has made me realize a lot of things. I need to watch who I associate with and who I have close to me because bitches you think are your friends, really aren’t. I’ve took the liberty of removing myself from a lot of online activities  just to keep people from having so much access to me and my personal business and the things I am active on are securely locked up. If you aint a personal offline friend you get NO ACCESS period! The moment I let my guard down seems to be the moment people think they can take advantage.

Not only have I cut things off online that seem to be stressors in my life I have also begin to cut off people. You know I’ve never had anyone tell me I was selfish, inconsiderate, difficult, or crazy for making the choices I’ve made up until now. And I honestly don’t give a fuck! At the end of the day everyone is out for themselves, no one has my back or my best interest at heart, BUT ME. So If me cutting you off makes my life easier to live, so be it. But how can you be mad? When I give and give and give…and all you ever do is take. Now I’ve finally reached my boiligng point, where I have broken down and said ENOUGH…I have nothing else left to give you. I need something in return. I’m tired of fighting with people, arguing through text messages for hours on end…when you feel like it. I should be enjoying my life, my pregnancy, and whats in store for me in the future. Not focusing on the stress I have to deal with by having certain people apart of my life. I’m done with that! It’s time for me to surround myself with the people that truely matter and care and stop wasting my time with the people that make my life difficult.

I want to thank everyone that has pushed me to my breaking point because now that I have finally reached it I have to push myself to find true happiness and thats exactly what I’m doing now. Getting rid of the bad seeds and planting some good new ones.